by Jhay Jay on Monday, December 6, 2010 at 11:00pm
one of the reasons why people get so sentimentalist's because , memories is the only things that don't change.. when everything else does..there are things in life that you can hold on forever, no matter how much you fight for it.. sometimes destiny isn't always good, it becomes playful..when you met someone you learned to love.. you thought that was destiny who made you paths cross.. but what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny create..? making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasn't really meant to stay ..but only destined to make to make you feel love and leave you when you've already fallen.. it's not easy to state a reason why you decide to leave you love.. some might think it's just an excuse ..some might not actually believe ..some will blame you ..some might ever be mad at you..what they don't see is the fact that..it hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn't deserve to be hurt.. especially when you can't actually state the reason why you have to leave.. you can never own something that was never yours.. so let's stop gripping on things we expect to last forever.. Nothing last for ever. forever is a lie. every thing is a transitory.. so while you have something in your hand . put it in you mind.. that it's just borrowed.. so that someday when its gone..it wont take you eternity just to let it go.. when your feeling get strong for someone, its always wise to stop for a while and give your heart.. a time to breathe ...! !a time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on reason not on emotion.. because the saddest thing that can happen in when one fall in love ..while the other wants nothing more that friendship.. love sometime be magic.. but magic can sometimes be an illusion ..there are times when i wish i was limited to certain emotion,.. so that i never have to experience pain..never feel betrayed or disappointed .and never get my fragile heart broken ..but the same thing means that i never know how it feels to love and be loved in returns..the thought of its kind of scare me..to have a heart that's whole but numb...!! or heart that's broken but real.. someday we'll all looking back to those day we learned to love,get hurts.cry and fight ..maybe when that time comes.we'll be laughing at our old dumb selves ..realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we knew weren't really meant for us..so let's live ,love and take whatever pain it brings.. though it's hard to wait around for something that i know will never happen ..it's hard to stop when i know everything I've always wanted..but you know what? I'm glad ..I'm glad it happened ..were good friends and thank you for that..take care always dear friend I'm just here.. SOMEWHERE.. ALL ALONE AGAIN! :(
